what have i done?

So...I just realized that I have fallen plague to this thought:

"America is dark...and it will stay that way."

Everyone around me says the exact opposite, but I think I have started to believe it.

This is scary...because the very path that I am following requires the faith to believe that even a nation in deep darkness can be saved.

God is mighty to save. And so I pray, "Lord I believe, but help my unbelief...darkness is as light to you...one word...and it will change."